Motivation is not always approach someone. Especially to me. Sometimes I get motivated, sometimes I feel so lazy and down.
I've wrote in the first post of this blog that "continuity is not easy". But the toughest part is facing the self-integrity. I mean, I hate of being in sorrow mood, but once I get into it, it's hard to escape. Then the consciousness comes from the external
advice, makes me feel uncomfortable. The inside voice, saying "you have to change" is more like a disturbance than a pleasure. Changing something means you're not yourself. It's not you.
Finally, I have to realize, every person need to be a good person. And also, it's not hypocrite to change myself. The people is born to change, and be changed.